Day 08- 30/04/2024

Yesterday I realised I do significantly nothing in the office. But yes I don't feel guilty about it. I have realised the system works on our egos and insecurities. The day you lose two of these you are a free man

I sex chatted with a old friend of mine. It was about the exploits from life a decade ago. Do we feel guilty about it? No

Day 07- 29/04/2024

Yesterday the promotion list came out. I had already exited from all the 'batchmates' groups. I need not endure the pain of congratulating anyone while I myself am burning with jealousy

One life skill I will impart my kid is how to network, make friends in right places and to be counted

Day 06- 28/04/2024

Yes I know. I couldn't keep a daily writing exercise and today I realise it's been a month

The problem is I decided to stop the 'counselling'. The reason being the same old pattern of slipping into fault finding and being judgemental

I am not readynto go on a guilt trip.

Having said that I decided to pay more attention to myself. I have started doing some face scrub and moisturisers

I had a girlfriend whose whole body smelled so good. I don't know when someone is going to smell mine. But if someone does it should feel good