Day 01 Restarted-25/06/2025

1. Yesterday someone texted after a long time- When are you coming home?

When you are in the tunnel, you tend to see your failures. But then when soomebody texts you to tell you you're missed, it makes life worthwhile

2. Met a friend during office visit, talked to him for a while

3. So on July 1st we are supposed to give the customers a awareness session and oh God what a crappy PPT have they prepared for us. Even a school kid would have done better

Day 11- 20/08/2024

Yes I am restarting again

Yesterday I had a long long talk with my therapist cum friend and I dared to do in the very dark spaces where I would not have dared 

Signing off a question was put forward

Do you want to take care of your body or soul. I answered soul then

But at night after a very tough drama session with family back home, I decided if I continue to neglect my bodily needs I am going to detriorate

Day 10-02/05/2024

Buying alcholois in itself a laborious process here. So I am getting my quota on 03rd. I have prepared myself for the D day

Earlier I had planned to buy cooked chicken. But yesterday I brought and amd read to fry some chicken

I again forgot the keys in scooter and it seems battery died . I am pretty dissappointed with myself

Day 09- 01/05/2024

A new month. Labour Day. There is no holiday here. New AGM has been posted. I don't understand why the Bank has to keep changing and transferring people every year

Having said that a lesson to be learnt is detaching

Day 08- 30/04/2024

Yesterday I realised I do significantly nothing in the office. But yes I don't feel guilty about it. I have realised the system works on our egos and insecurities. The day you lose two of these you are a free man

I sex chatted with a old friend of mine. It was about the exploits from life a decade ago. Do we feel guilty about it? No

Day 07- 29/04/2024

Yesterday the promotion list came out. I had already exited from all the 'batchmates' groups. I need not endure the pain of congratulating anyone while I myself am burning with jealousy

One life skill I will impart my kid is how to network, make friends in right places and to be counted

Day 06- 28/04/2024

Yes I know. I couldn't keep a daily writing exercise and today I realise it's been a month

The problem is I decided to stop the 'counselling'. The reason being the same old pattern of slipping into fault finding and being judgemental

I am not readynto go on a guilt trip.

Having said that I decided to pay more attention to myself. I have started doing some face scrub and moisturisers

I had a girlfriend whose whole body smelled so good. I don't know when someone is going to smell mine. But if someone does it should feel good